what is going on people for those that have came though and checked me out. i have been away for a while, but not really. i can't really say that i have been busy becasue i have been on the net and just chillin out tryin' to get somethings together for the website. i should have had it up and running a long time ago, but i didn't want to just do anything and have my site look lame and like i just threw it together. i could have got someone to do the site for me and really i still may have to it is just the fact that i want it to be an orginal piece from me. so this is the last post that i make. i want to say what up to everyone that have posted here, everyone that have tagged the page, everyone that have offered their help. good looking.......
"goodbye"
what up people? i came across some down time and decided to just post a little something in this blog here. i guess i can't complain about anything. my kids are happy and healthy, i am healthy, the job is going well, extremely well, i got another car (about time) so right now i can say that things are flowing smoothly. i hope everyone had a happy valentines day. i had a good valentines day although i had a lot of things on my mind, I THINK it went well. it could have been worst. anyway i had time so i just stopped in to post... be ez everyone....
Shout Out
1st off i want to shout out my new bo$$ at work for giving me a chance and being a big part of me getting things done quicker than i would have imagine, big shout out to my old job for giving me the experience to do this job, big shout out to everyone hate on me just because, big shout out to all my co-workers, i must say they are the best group of people that i have worked with in a long long time now, big shout out goes to Jams511 for coming thru tagging my page and booing the steelers, also she is the first person to ever answer any question i have had on my page so big shout out goes to Jams511 for doing that. big shout goes out to bonni and Dessa for tagging the page from time to time. big shout out to my crew, big shout out to the fam and last but not least, big shout out to the boyz..... saVon and shaMon...
what up people just thought i would come thru and post a little something before i called it a night. i took my oldest son and his crew to the movies on sunday to see big momma house 2. it was cool to see my son and his little crew out doing something other than playing video games. the movie was cool, but i have to admit i didn't get to see all of it becasue i was a bit tired because i stayed out saturday night, but it was cool for the part i did see. well tomorrow is going to be the start of my new job and i am hoping that it is going to be the start of a new era in my boring lyfe. i got a big taste of reality this week and i guess you can say that i should have seen it coming. it help me remember that no matter how much you want something in lyfe nothing is promised to you but when you don't get what it is that you go after just remember that lyfe is what it is and keep in mind that everything isn't for everybody, because everything happen for a reason. so i am hoping that i can make this a good week and hopefully the steelers will make it a great week for me on sunday if they can win the super bowl....
shout outs
big shout out to my sons crew, big shout out to my old crew at my old job, and a big shout out to my new boss for giving me a shot at this new job, big shout out to fam, big shout out to my sons...
well it is early as hell and i have yet to get some sleep. i thought that i would just speak on a few things that was going on in the boring lyfe of mine. well friday was my last day at work and eventhough i didn't make it in on my last day that chapter of my lyfe is now over and i start another chapter monday morning at 8am. so stay tuned to see what is going to happen. i am looking forward to what is going to go down. i guess this is going to be one of those sundays where all i do is sleep being that it is no football to watch and speaking of football.... the steelers are going to be in the big game next sunday so please find it in your heart to root for my team even if you aren't a steelers fan. i have had people ask me where do i plan on watching the game and i have yet to decide but it is looking more like it is going to be my spot. i want to be able to say and do whatever i want to if we win or lose.... other than the new job and the game that i am looking so forward to i guess lyfe have been good to me... anyway that is going to do it for me today.... be easy........"no shout outs" ---- much love to my sons...
shout outs
Yeah baby the steelers will be in the superbowl and yeah we still have the game to play but who thought we had a chance? i mean really who thought that the steelers would beat the colts? then who thought we would beat the broncos like we did. i was numb to the fact that we won being that i was in a situation but now that i am back home i am all smiles and i got so much trash to talk to all those that doubted us. the broncos was playing under the radar and that scared me but the steelers have been my team since age 4 and i am an old mutha!^& and that is the truth. but though all the ups and downs and all the loses i was there and i hope that we are able to bring the championship home. Well people until next time I post I will holla at you all later... i just had to post about the steelers.....
shout out
big shout outs to the steelers, my fam and my sons... you all be easy....
what is good people i am going to make this one quick because it is late and i do have a job so i need to start to act like it, i don't get anyway the amount of sleep that i need to get in order to stay up the hours i stay up during the day so i am going to take better care of myself and start to go to sleep. any way other than trying to get my sleep on i just had a few questions i want to ask because i was just thinking about all the past relationships i have had in the past and how not one of them lasted a year and everyone have things they can deal with and things they can't, no matter how big or small they are, but it just comes down to the question, when do you know or will you ever know when you will find the right person. i guess i am in love with the idea of being in love and yeah coming from a guy i know that sounds soft but i am cool with those whom view me as a bit soft but it isn't that i think it is my love for women and the fact that i want to have that special one just like everyone else that walks the face of the earth i would think. in any case i have come up with a few questions that i thought i would ask and hopefully some of those that stop by will have time to comment on my ?.
well for all those that get a chance to comment or answer please leave you comments where i can find them. i am going to call it a night because i really do have a job and i really do have to get up and go to it. but before i go i just have to say that miss keysha cole have been in my head all this week, so instead of her being eye candy she is the leader of the pack today that is why she is before all of my words... anyyway....be easy.....
shout outs
big shout out goes to Vanessa for coming thru tagging the page, i have to say thanks and when you get a minute check out her page, it is very nice, also big shout out to rome for tagging the page and if you haven't seen his site you need to click up on that as soon as you tag my page, rome and Dessa are going to be two people that i have to get at when i get my web page up and going. big shout out to everyone else that come thru, big shout out to my old store manager for looking out for me today and big shout out to the fam and the crew and especially my kids... SAVON and SHAMON
well what the hell can you say if you are a pittsburgh steelers fan like myself? i have to say one thing and that is "Go Steelers" the game was good to the very end because right when you thought we had won it the bus fumbles and when it looks like the colts was going to return it for a touchdown, big ben, the quarterback, of all players made what was the game winning tackle. then for a kicker to talk so much about pressure to have a chance to win it for the colts to miss the field goal inside a dome, it was a nail bitter that got my pressure up. i have a headache right now from that or it could be from something else that happen to me eariler and later in the day. anyway other than the game being full of surprises and getting my pressure up today was a day that put a flame back under me. i am going to have to deal with a lot of things in the next few weeks and after today i think that whatever comes into my life wheather it be good or bad i think i will be able to deal with it. lyfe is full of turns and twist and but it is how we adapt to them that have will allow us to deal with them and move foward. well this is going to be short because it is early in the morning. today is going to be a good day because i said so and i refuse to let anything or anyone ruin this day for me. i and i hope all of you will be celebrating and giving thanks to the late great Martin Luther King because he did so much to help not only blacks in this country but he help make the world a better place. be good people.
shout outs
gets the first shout out for remembering the King. Martin Luther King Jr. it is a good look, i wonder how many other companies aknowleged this man and all his hard work. big shout out also goes to all the Steelers Fans, big shout out goes to those that come thru, big shout out goes to bonni for coming thru giving me the right link to the site, the layout if really nice, it flows great, so if you get a chance go show her some luv, big shout out goes to CandyAcidReign and DELICIOUS DESIGNZ. big shout out goes to my family and crew. biggest shout out goes to my sonz.
well the weekend is upon us and i am not going to do a damn thing except for work and watch the steelers game that come on sunday. so if you want to find me sunday you know where i will be, so for the people that read my page and never tag it that have access to getting in touch with me via the phone, please don't call me when the steelers game is on and also for those people that don't tag my page but have my number i just ordered my new cell phone so you should be able to hear my "barry white" voice in just a few days. i must say that i have been feeling empty without my phone on my side. i mean at work it is the worst because with the downtime i have there i can at least play a game or two on the internet. i got a cell phone that is supported by t mobile this time, i got the motorola V600. i just upgraded my phone in November to a Motorola V400 which worked good for me until i dropped it in water and ruined it. i really loved the speakerphone it had, it was really clear, but it didn't support bluetooth which puzzled me because the V330 does, but the V600 does and so i should be receiving it though the mail early next week. other than waiting on my phone in the mail and looking foward to the steelers game this weekend i have been working and relaxing and trying think of some good layouts for the web page that i have been talking about for the last past year. it is coming for real. i mean i am not going to front i need help and help isn't free unless i want a bull$h!t looking page which i don't so i am still working on how i want it to look, what content to put in it to keep people coming back to see what is going on with it. i have had a few people that have offered their services and as soon as i get a good idea of how i want it to be i am going to get it going. so thanks to all those that have offered and you all shall be hearing from me very soon... until i return i hope all is well, keep it real in the field, keep your head up and if you don't have anything nice to say, shut up... do what you do.....~~~~
SHOUT OUTS
big shout out goes to all of my brothers, i really have a great time watching the USC/Texas game the other night, big shout out to my whole crew. shout out goes to Orelea for coming thru tagging the page. she is going to teach me french, big shout out goes to rome for coming thru and also to Dessa for her advice on my pics and layouts...and as always the biggest shout out goes to my boys SaVon and ShaMon just for keeping me smiling.
EyE Candy
i know that a lot of people are really sleeping on Taraji P. Henson but this is a female that i am really feeling because she can give you so many different things on film, plus she looks damn good. she don't have the biggest boobies or the biggest butt or event he cutiest face but she have that other thing that can't be put into words. plus what is sexier than a female that can change up her style everytime you see her.
"they say that good things come to those who wait, maybe that is why i end up with so much sh!+ because i don't have patience" that is about how i feel at this present time, i remember growing up, my mom was always helping other people when we didn't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of and i use to ask, "why" and she always answered "i will get my blessing in due time" i guess i grew into that same way because i have always tried to do the right thing and even when i did the wrong thing i tried to justify why i did it, but at this time in my life i am asking myself, when will i get those blessing? is my time ever coming? have my time come and past me by? am i asking too much from myself or am i asking too much of others? i know i am blessed everyday my sons wake up and i wake up to see them, but i always wondered why when i was doing so wrong, why did i have so much, but when i try to do right i have nothing? well anyway if you can't tell i am not in the best of moods...but anyway lets get to it... how you doing? how is your family? how is your job, love life, how are your pets? well i hope you can answer good to all those questions because the new year is upon us and i hope that at some time next year i can say good to all of those questions at the same time even if it is just for a day and that would be the best day of my life. i hope everyone had a good christmas or whichever holiday you choose to celebrate. my kids had a good christmas as they always do. i am looking forward to the new year, eventhough i don't have anything planned just yet i think i am going to be going up to D.C. with my brother Q to a party, but i do have to work so i don't know what type of situation that is going to be. well anyway people i got to bouce to go to this crazy job that i have..... anyway to all that read be easy....
shout out
i am going to only shout out a small amount of people that i know that come thru the page and the only reason i know they come thru is because they tag the damn page. big shout out to Bonni B for coming thru showing luv and to Dessa for coming thru showing luv and giving me some advice. i am going to get at you when i get that host because i am feeling your site for real. big shout out goes to the fam and especially the sons.. Mr.Von and Mr. Mon....... 2 all others//// holla back
well first off i want to say merry christmas to all that come thru and i hope you have a great new year also. okay lets get into this. it have been a long time now since i posted or came thru, but a few people still came thru to say what up. i haven't been posted because i have been so busy and tied up with work, trying to figure out if i want to go back to school or just stay on the grind with this job i got but it isn't looking that great with this job, so i am flirting with going somewhere else at the beginning of the year, other than working and making sure that my kids are good i have been just trying to relax and take it EZ. things have been boring really in my life here of late, but i think it will be time to make some major changes at the beginning of the year and i know a lot of people say that they are going to do this and that at the beginning of the year and it never happen. i have to dedicate my all to make it a reality this year because i am not getting any younger. plus it was a lot of mistakes i made last year that i need to really correct. i know the first thing i want to do is start this diet and start working out to get back into shape. that is a something that i have been wanting to do now for a while. i want to get down to at least 200lbs. i think right now my current weight is 230lbs or more, so i have some weight to drop. i know it isn't going to be easy because i love mcdonalds double cheeseburgers and apple pies, but if i stop drinking just because, i think i can stop eating fast food and eat healthy for a good cause. well that is going to do it for right now, i will post later, maybe after christmas...... be good everyone.....
SHOUT OUTS
shout out to all that came thru and showed love but for the few that did come thru, Bonni B who came thru and i must say that you have to go to her site, she have a link there that you got to listen to, it isn't funny like B's Dead Wrong is but it is a taste of reality if i must say so, also to rome that came thru and tagged the page, he got a nice page so check it out if you get the chance, also to the multi talented Dessa. if you check out her page you will see why i say that..... big shout out goes to my kids savon and shamon and i am out this B!t<h.
eye candy
mary is a classic to me, her style is always on point...
"t's been a long time, a long time coming".... what is good people, just thought i would come thru just to shout of those that have been though to holla at me. so the shout outs goes to Dessa for coming thru hitting the page up and i must say that her page is one of the hottest pages that i visit from time to time, the page is a direct reflection of her..... good looking and deep....shout out also goes to bonni parker for coming thru hitting up the page.. she has a nice site also. the thing about these females is the fact that they aren't only eyecandy, but they are talented and it shows in their pages. i am going to have to stop bull$h!ting and get my page up and running. it is time to make "unplugged-shillz.com" fo' real.... so ladies i may be emailing you for some advice... i shall return in the near future with some new post and updates... hope all had a happy thanksgiving... be ez/take care.
happy halloween, greetings and all that, anyway i hope all that read this is having a lovely day and for those that aren't having a lovely day i hope your day gets better. anyway it have been a few days since my last post but things are pretty much the same just working to get that paper. my son last football game was on thursday and although they didn't win i felt so proud of my son for being out there among the gaints. my son is really short and when he was on the field it really showed how short he was. it was fun watching him out there on the field. with his school work and practice i am really proud that he didn't do like most of the guys on the team and quit. that was a good look for him. he kept up his grades and remained a starter in his first time playing team ball. speaking of football my team the steelers play on halloween night and so when i get off work i will be watching the pre-game, the game and the post-game because i really feel like this is our year to get to the superbowl, but we'll see the season is still young. my birthday is coming up and i think i am going to try to treat myself to a steelers game because here of late i have been thinking about how much i enjoy going out of state and just doing different things, but no place is going to be like VA to me but even now i need to get out to see more of VA. i went out on saturday with Q, Derick and James to waterside in norfolk to a spot called Jullians which is like a arcade/bar/club and i must say that i need to get out more because it was really nice to get out and just have fun with the crew. plus working the hours i do it is nice to just see something other than a computer monitor, answering a phone or talking to the same people everyday, plus the ladies were just doing their thing. if it is two things that get me weak is a female that wear high heels and make it look easy and sexy and a female that smells damn good and it is a diffrent between good and damn good... damn good is that scent that stays in your nose after they female has walked by, but it isn't a heavy smell. being that i went out and seen all the sexy ladies i think that i am going to step up the wardobe. i always wanted to start wearing the blazer/sports jacket, even if i got on my jeans and sneakers, i think the blazer gives the look a bit more of a mature feel. anyone that knows me knows that i love my air forces, jordans, timberlands and my wallabees and i got a love for designer jeans, which my favorite pair now is my ether pair, the ladies say thay like the way the fit me, i still enjoy my evisu jeans, but i found this new pair of jeans called RMC and they are something to see.
i am really feeling this pair and as soon as i can find a pair in my size i am going to have to shell out that price tag which is more than the evisu jeans, but to be different sometimes the price tag is high. anyway i got to bounce right now because i have to get up in about four hours to got to work for about 11 hours but i shall return.... b/e/z
ShOut
1st shout out goes to my sons football teams for hanging in there this season and never giving up even when you didn't win, because true winners never quit and quitters never win, unless they cheat and when you cheat do you really win? anyway shout out goes to all those parents that help get my son home safe from pactice this year, big shout goes out to my crew Q, James and Derick for getting me out this weekend, my eyes and nose really enjoyed the ladies, speaking of ladies big shout out goes to bonni from coming thru and tagging the page and if you haven't seen her site check it out, it is fire, big shout goes out to CandyAcidReign aka Dessa for coming thru and also for being my source to finding miss Boni new spot, big shout goes out to Bookiie that haven't posted in a minute but i know she is working on something that is going to be nice, big shout out goes to everyone that comes thru to read my $h!t...thanks a lot... big shout out goes to my fam and to my baby momma aka "froni fron that works at the group home" big shout out to my sons that without them i wouldn't have a reason to stay positive...
eye kandy
this is one of the most beautiful people in the world to me. she is beautiful, natural, sexy, plus she can sing... she is "WOW"
this is going to be short and to the point, i want to say to all of my friends and fam holla back i got nothing but love for you.... catch me later. i will post after my sons game on wednesday. i do have to say thanks for all the love and support from whomever come though...... holla back ...
shout out to all my friends and fam, especially my sonz... everyone else get the peace sign
VA...(two up-two down)
Leela James.... get the album... it is nice, plus she is my eye candy of the day
well first off i want to say to all those that holla back at me by tagging the page or leaving me a comment thanks and to all those that don't well thanks to, but if you know me you would know that i am upset right now because of the steelers lost to jacksonville today. that damn quaterback effed it up for us. three ints, one that lost the game, a fumble and just a lot of miss cues. i know that most people said it was from a lack of playing but damn, he gave the game away. anyway other than that this weekend was really cool. i did have to work though, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been. i do regret not going to my son football game this weekend, i hated that but i couldn't get off of work, but he understood and that is all that counts but i won't miss another one no matter how many games they win or lose. their record is now 1-3 but for my son first year and for him to be a starter i think he is showing some real development. anyway i think that is going to do it, i have to get to bed.. be e/z and take care...
shout outs
big shout out to all my friends and fam that support me, big shout out to my two sons and that is going to be the end of the shout outs for today.... holla back
what is hood people that come thru to see what is going on in the lyfe of the one, the only, kingsean aka "skillz", aka "mr. mean azz" aka "pilsbury doe boi" aka "phat kat" aka "wilk".... well enuff with that, i just want to say to all of those that watched the game on monday night... my steelers won although the big ben did get hurt, but after going to the web site of the mighty Pittsburgh Steelers i see that it isn't as bad as it could have been.
i have had two broken knees and when i saw that i was like there goes our season. yeah i said our season it is like i am playing for the Steelers or something. i would love to go to a game at least once before i die and i hope the opportunity comes around again, i did have a chance to go but i blew it. my ex girlfriend SAID that she was going to take me for my birthday one year but we broke up before my birthday so it didn't happen, but the cheesecake factory was a good birthday present too.... (chanda you could have still taken me to the game....) moving on to other things...today was a long day at work, it seem like it never would come to an end but it did and i survived another day. i hope that when my district mgr. comes thru tomorrow the day goes well instead of everyone trying to "ACT THE PART" i stay being me, i still joke with my people, still make my phone calls to everyone except the right one... although i do try to find things outside the store to do. sometimes it is just better to out of sight... you know out of sight out of mind... other than work and watching the football game me and von (my oldest son) went to see roll bounce this weekend, it was a good family outting for us. me with work and him with school and football practice and the fact that he still want to hang with his friends we need to spend that bonding time together and i love every minute of it. i like that fact that he is maintaining his grades and school too.. it is a good look for him and as long as he keeps it up i don't mind working my a$$ off to get him what he want... he got the PSP for his birthday, I haven't gotten his Christmas list yet but i am going to try to keep him happy and healthy and hope that he continue to well and grow.......well that is about it.. i got a lot of shout out today.... mostly the same people but for different reasons... if you read this you should be in the shout out section and if not...i promise to hit you up next tyme.....
shout outs
big shout outs goes to my crew at work, my man B, tina and my mgr. D, it may be only four of us but we are doing what we have to do to make it happen, it is called team work although sometimes i will bytch about people slacking, big shout out to brother Jay P who is over in Hawaii, i hope he is doing well i got to call the god for real, big shout out to my brothers around the way, Q and John J, congrats to my man John J on his newest addition to the fam, big shout out to my baby brother Jay Law and his crew, big shout out to my man Derick holding down the Burg, big shout out to my cousin DSean and cousin Mack for holding me down, big shout out to every girlfriend i had that dumbed me (Chanda), big shout out to every girl that gave me a chance, big shout out to my homegril CEE CEE that i started this blog with but she didn't hang on, but we still cool as the other side of the pillow, big shout out to my girl MizzSuga_N_Va
, big shout out to DELICIOUS, big shout out to Bookiie , big shout out to Dessa if you get a minute check her page out and show her some luv people, big shout out to my fam, mom, sister binky, my niece bug, my dog name cat and my cat name dog, big shout out to my baby momma for taking care of my kids so well for me, and last but not least big shout goes to my sons, Von and Mon.... greatest kids any father could have.... until later be good now and can't forget big shout out goes to my fallen soilders and angel 
(Dennis aka Daddy- James aka Granddaddy-Andrew aka Uncle Andrew- Kelly aka Baby Sis-Terence aka T.L. aka Baby Brother aka That Nukka")
what up people i just thought i would give a quick little entry being that i was up with von while he got dressed and all for school. i was having a conversation with an old chat buddy of mine last night and we were talking about relationships and what is important in relationships when it comes to comminication, sex, understanding, and the whole nine. i was trying to explain to her that sometimes one thing can just ruin the whole relationship especially when one person don't see a problem.here are a few examples of what i am talking about. 1st example: what do you do when you are in a relationship with a person that isn't trying to better themselves or either grow as a person. what do you do when you have explain to this person that you want more out of life and they are just content with the way things are. do you stay in the relationship and settle or do you stay there for months, until months turn into years and then you are stuck trying to figure out why you stayed. no matter how good the conversation is, no matter how well you to enjoy each others company, no matter how good is the sex is. what do you do when you want a benz and they are happy with that datsun? example 2: what if you are in a relationship with a person that is there for you though think and thin, good and bad, good times and bad, but you all don't comminicate well. it is like you never have much to say to each other any more and although you love the person you know you aren't in love with them anymore, but they don't really see a problem and they say that they are still in love with you, what do you do? how long do you stay there? how can you correct a problem in your relationship when one person in the relationship don't see a problem? example 3: what if you are in a relationship with a person and the don't want to have sex, or when they have sex it seem as if it forced or only because they feel like they have to do it. it isn't one of those things that they think need to happen in order for a relationship to work. just like if you have money problems it can cause agruements in your relationship, sex problems and comminication problems can have that affect to. i guess my question is after all the trying, after all the talking about problems, what do you do when you are in a relationship with a person that don't see the same problem or when you are in a relationship with a person that don't want to acknowlege a problem in the relationship because they know it is going to have to take more work on their behalf. i am just curious because sometime it is easy to give advice when you are just hearing a story or a situation instead of being in the situation. sometimes the right thing to do isn't the thing that is going to keep you happy. anyway if someone can or want to just give me your opinion.
anyway to the good news of today, savon got a game today. i am always looking forward to that. i am getting amped up already and i have another 12 hours to go before he even start. i got the camera charging up, getting ready to go get the hair braided, thinking about what i can wear, it is like a big deal to me but to anyone that have kids they know what i am talking about. today is going to be that day where after i have gotten everything done and hopefully it will be early when they get done i am going to relax and nap all day if i don't have to actually do a lot of anything for other people, i am thinking about turning the cell off today so i won't get that "shawn can you help me" phone call. it is cool to help out family and friends but sometimes you need to just relax and give you body a break. it is either give you body a break or it is going to break down on you and that is the only body that you will have so take care of it. i am going to start working out and running and get on my grind and try to lose weight and get into shape. i use to run back when i was dating this midget of a girl and i have to say she wasn't the only reason why i started watching what i ate and running, but she was 85% of it. but now i have to be my own motivation. i got to lose this belly but keep this chest (my female customers like my chest) but yeah i am going to have to get on my grind and make that happen... well i guess i have given you enough to read for those that actually read this, but before i get to my shout out i want send out a special shout out to my friend tonya that had a lost in her family a few days ago. no matter how old or young a person is, the lost of a love one is just that, and it isn't easy so i hope her and her family get though. thanks for coming thru.. holla back ...100% skillz...
shout outs
1st shout out goes to all the ugly people, we rule the world people, us ugly people are making a come up. big shout out goes to my chat buddy mizzraye, thanks for the advice raye, big shout out goes to Toya for coming thru tagging the page, check out her pages, big shout out to my crew and fam, big shout out to all you i didn't give a shout out to and last but not least big shout out to my kids...
grettings to all those that come though, i thought about making this entry a bit personal with the hopes that someone would respond with some advice that i could really use, being that friends and family aren't always the most honest people, plus most of them give you answers based on what they think you should hear or what THEY THINK IS BEST FOR YOU. so to my blog i will look for an answer with hopes that someone will respond with some good advice. first off before i get into my situation i want to big up my son on his first little leauge game. he is a first year starter on both defense and offense, he is the shortest guy out there at times but he held his own and really did his thing. i was the proudest father out there. they won the game 13 to 7. i think von is doing great this year because of his work load at school and practice. it is just getting him ready for college, i hope. other than my son having his first football game and me finally getting him his PSP for his birthday (better late than never) which he was shocked, happy and everything else you could name that i probaly can't spell. it was a good feeling to see him with that smile on his face. my kids really keep me grounded in a time where i feel like i am sinking. as far as myself i guess i will post more when time permits...
shout outs
1st shout out goes to my son and his football team for winning their first game, 2nd shout out goes to my boy Q for coming thru, my manger donta for coming thru, 3rd shout out goes to my co worker tina for letting me get her camcorder to record the first game, 4th i want to shout out everyone that have ever loved someone that didn't love them back, 5th i want to shout out all those people that know someone loves you and is willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy but you $hit on them anyway<<--go team>> 6th i want to shout out all those people that have someon and is trying to figure out why they want to leave you azz but you have done a 180 degree turn.... 7th shout out goes to my whole family for supporting me and to those that didn't thanks for your support and non-support..<<--u bastards-->> 8th shout out goes to baby momma for doing such a good job with my boys, 9th i want to shout out goes to ME for being me and for dealing with all the bull$hit...and 10th i want to shout out the boys for making me understand what love is.. thanks...
grettings to all those that come though, i thought about making this entry a bit personal with the hopes that someone would respond with some advice that i could really use, being that friends and family aren't always the most honest people, plus most of them give you answers based on what they think you should hear or what THEY THINK IS BEST FOR YOU. so to my blog i will look for an answer with hopes that someone will respond with some good advice. first off before i get into my situation i want to big up my son on his first little leauge game. he is a first year starter on both defense and offense, he is the shortest guy out there at times but he held his own and really did his thing. i was the proudest father out there. they won the game 13 to 7. i think von is doing great this year because of his work load at school and practice. it is just getting him ready for college, i hope. other than my son having his first football game and me finally getting him his PSP for his birthday (better late than never) which he was shocked, happy and everything else you could name that i probaly can't spell. it was a good feeling to see him with that smile on his face. my kids really keep me grounded in a time where i feel like i am sinking. as far as myself i guess i will post more when time permits...
shout outs
1st shout out goes to my son and his football team for winning their first game, 2nd shout out goes to my boy Q for coming thru, my manger donta for coming thru, 3rd shout out goes to my co worker tina for letting me get her camcorder to record the first game, 4th i want to shout out everyone that have ever loved someone that didn't love them back, 5th i want to shout out all those people that know someone loves you and is willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy but you $hit on them anyway<<--go team>> 6th i want to shout out all those people that have someon and is trying to figure out why they want to leave you azz but you have done a 180 degree turn.... 7th shout out goes to my whole family for supporting me and to those that didn't thanks for your support and non-support..<<--u bastards-->> 8th shout out goes to baby momma for doing such a good job with my boys, 9th i want to shout out goes to ME for being me and for dealing with all the bull$hit...and 10th i want to shout out the boys for making me understand what love is.. thanks...
well it have been a long time since i posted but a lot of bu!!$hit have been going on, but this post isn't about that, it is about my boy Savon and his big day tomorrow. he got his first football game. he got his number today....#60.... if he sucks or beast out there i am going to be proud because he stayed with it when a lot of the other kids gave up, he is doing his school work despite not having much chill time but i think he understand that he will have time to chill and relax on the weekend. i am just proud of him... now to this BS that i am going though..... "it's nothing" well i am about to bounce people... be good and thanks to all those that have came though and read my boring life... holla
"no shout out baby, no shout outs"
whut up people thank you for taking the time to come thru for another installment of a day in the life of "kingsean". today i was off work and so i just caught up on some much needed rest, i am somewhat of a night owl. i hardly ever go to sleep and when i do it is only for about four hours a night, i do get the little naps during the day that last for all of about 15 minutes if that long, but when i have my off days i usually rest then. today or shall i say thursday i went to savon practice and was impress with the fact that my son is really showing the signs of being a good football player, i won't say great, but this being his first year playing and all i am really proud of how he perform. his first game is on his birthday which is sept. 22 and he will be 11 years old. so i hope that he enjoys that day, i can tell that he is really looking forward to it. other than seeing savon practice today and having to hear shamon say, "daddy where is savon, nevermind i see him" during the whole practice the rest of my day was cool. my best friend john had a exciting day today, big shout out goes to him and his girl pam on their baby boy that was born thursday. congrats to them and i am looking forward to being the best man at their wedding..... other than that today was a regular day and i am looking forward to the weekend. although i don't have a damn thing plan it is just the fact that saturday is college football and then sunday is NFL and anyone that knows me know that football is my sport. so with all that said i will say that to say this... "peace"
shout outs
big shout out to my man john j on his baby boy, big shout out to everyone that come thru the spot and tag the page, got to give a big shout out to Bookiie because she always come thru and tag, big shout out also to Bonni Baby for having the craziest photos on her blog, check her out even when you don't got a minute, i promise you it'll crack you up, big shout out to Toya for comin' thru and tagging the page, big shout also goes to emma aka DELICIOUS for being so cool, stay on the look out for unplugged-skillz.com, it is still in the making, also big shout out to my RAC fam, big shout out to my crew, my fam, my momma, my baby momma and last but not least to boys.....
whut up people? me i am just chillin' up late doing nothing just playing around on photoshop and paint shop pro, looking at the fresh prince of bel air with savon until he feel asleep. since my last post i have went back to work, my kids have started school and savon seem to really enjoy school, so far and he has join the football team, which i am sooo proud of him. he is playing on the line, he is a guard and although he isn't starting yet i know he is going to get some playing time. my man Q stopped out at his practice and said that he was impressed with Von so far. i take that as a good compliment because Q was a good football player when he was in high school , plus it was the position that he played so Von can learn a thing or two from Q.... as far as work goes, it was back to work as usual, i got back into the groove of things and i hope all goes well in the weeks to come, although i don't really feel as if that is where i suppose to be at and lately i have been getting this feeling that i am living the life meant for someone else. i can't quite explain it and maybe i am just stretching things a little too far but i don't feel whole. i guess it has a lot to do with a lot of things that have happen in the last year or so, but although i am not depressed i am not fufilled with the way my life is at this point. i guess when you think about your past and know that it was suppose to really have been your future it makes things a bit hard to swallow. sometimes i really wish somethings in life i wouldn't have experienced, and not the bad things i have been though, but more like those good things that you know you will never experience again, but those things that you can't ask anyone else to do for you because it wouldn't be fair to them.... anyway football season is back in full swing and i am ready, on sundays i get up to watch all the pre game shows, all the games i can watch, all the post game shows. i do nothing on sundays except watch football and f@$k if possible, and everyone that knows me know i am a big Pittsburgh Steelers fan and even when they don't play on i am still watching football because they show the highlights.... anyway i am about done, it is light and i have to get rest for the games, but before i go i have to say i hope all the people that were affected by Katrina is quickly being taken care of and i have to take my hat off to Kanye West for SAYING everything that i was thinking, also today is 9/11 a day i know i will never forget and should never be forgotten, just watching some of the shows that have been coming on about it have really had me choked up, so to anyone that is having a bad day just think about those affected by Katrina and those that lost someone during the 9/11 attacks because unless they don't cut on the tv or listen to the radio they will have to relive that moment all over again....1 more thing before i go, "love thy neighbor"
Shout Out
big shout out to everyone i love and everyone that love me, but to my sons i them most, sorry the rest of you but you all should understand... Holla
whut up people it is so early in the morning why am i still up? maybe because i don't sleep.... that could be it. anyway i just want to say that for anyone that know anyone that got affected by hurricane katrina, if you heart is heavy i hope they are lighten very soon, it is a damn shame that help from the US goverment didn't get there a whole lot sooner, but as always for some odd reason those in charge of the country isn't too quick to run to the aid of the elderly and the poor..... may god take care of all those that were affected.
to other sean nues i do start back working on tuesday and i can't wait because it has been too long. i can honestly say i miss working those 9 to 9 type hours because i had a reason to say, "i am tired, i am hungry, i need a nap" to say those things now without working doesn't sound that great, but hey that is the way it goes sometimes, but tuesday i will be back on the grind, i will post to let those that read the damn page know how my day went. tuesday is going to be a big day for me because my son starts middle school on tuesday. i can't wait till he really get a taste of some real school work, this year i am going to have to be extra on point when it comes to Prince Von because he will aslo be signing up for football and hopefully that work out well and if so he will have homework, football practice, plus still keeping his room clean and washing the dishes. plus he will have to get up at 5:45 which to me is too early but his school is about a 30 minute to 45 minute ride every morning. i got faith in him that he will do well. tuesday is going to be a day full of stories, first day of school always seem to be. well other than that i guess everything is cool and chill with me....
shout out
big shout out to all those people that have volunteered their time and skillz to help those affected by hurricane katrina, big shout out to all those that donated whatever they could to help, big shout out to anyone that said a prayer for all those affected by that storm, big shout out to my girls, Bonni Baby, thanks for coming thru bonni, Bookiie aka Gyal Wonder, for tagging the page, thanks a lot, big shout out to everyone that comes to the page and read my shyt, big shout out to my fam, big shout out to my whole crew, big shout out goes to the two that run my world, SaVon and ShaMon... peace and love to all others...
gas face award goes to the slow response from our goverment to aid our own citizens, but how qucik are we to go over to another country and help out those that don't even pay taxes, i am a not against helping those in other countries that need our help, but we need to get our front yard clean before we go trying to clean up someone backyard... holla back if you don't agree...
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