whut up people? me i am just chillin' up late doing nothing just playing around on photoshop and paint shop pro, looking at the fresh prince of bel air with savon until he feel asleep. since my last post i have went back to work, my kids have started school and savon seem to really enjoy school, so far and he has join the football team, which i am sooo proud of him. he is playing on the line, he is a guard and although he isn't starting yet i know he is going to get some playing time. my man Q stopped out at his practice and said that he was impressed with Von so far. i take that as a good compliment because Q was a good football player when he was in high school , plus it was the position that he played so Von can learn a thing or two from Q.... as far as work goes, it was back to work as usual, i got back into the groove of things and i hope all goes well in the weeks to come, although i don't really feel as if that is where i suppose to be at and lately i have been getting this feeling that i am living the life meant for someone else. i can't quite explain it and maybe i am just stretching things a little too far but i don't feel whole. i guess it has a lot to do with a lot of things that have happen in the last year or so, but although i am not depressed i am not fufilled with the way my life is at this point. i guess when you think about your past and know that it was suppose to really have been your future it makes things a bit hard to swallow. sometimes i really wish somethings in life i wouldn't have experienced, and not the bad things i have been though, but more like those good things that you know you will never experience again, but those things that you can't ask anyone else to do for you because it wouldn't be fair to them.... anyway football season is back in full swing and i am ready, on sundays i get up to watch all the pre game shows, all the games i can watch, all the post game shows. i do nothing on sundays except watch football and f@$k if possible, and everyone that knows me know i am a big Pittsburgh Steelers fan and even when they don't play on i am still watching football because they show the highlights.... anyway i am about done, it is light and i have to get rest for the games, but before i go i have to say i hope all the people that were affected by Katrina is quickly being taken care of and i have to take my hat off to Kanye West for SAYING everything that i was thinking, also today is 9/11 a day i know i will never forget and should never be forgotten, just watching some of the shows that have been coming on about it have really had me choked up, so to anyone that is having a bad day just think about those affected by Katrina and those that lost someone during the 9/11 attacks because unless they don't cut on the tv or listen to the radio they will have to relive that moment all over again....1 more thing before i go, "love thy neighbor"

Shout Out

big shout out to everyone i love and everyone that love me, but to my sons i them most, sorry the rest of you but you all should understand... Holla