grettings to all those that come though, i thought about making this entry a bit personal with the hopes that someone would respond with some advice that i could really use, being that friends and family aren't always the most honest people, plus most of them give you answers based on what they think you should hear or what THEY THINK IS BEST FOR YOU. so to my blog i will look for an answer with hopes that someone will respond with some good advice. first off before i get into my situation i want to big up my son on his first little leauge game. he is a first year starter on both defense and offense, he is the shortest guy out there at times but he held his own and really did his thing. i was the proudest father out there. they won the game 13 to 7. i think von is doing great this year because of his work load at school and practice. it is just getting him ready for college, i hope. other than my son having his first football game and me finally getting him his PSP for his birthday (better late than never) which he was shocked, happy and everything else you could name that i probaly can't spell. it was a good feeling to see him with that smile on his face. my kids really keep me grounded in a time where i feel like i am sinking. as far as myself i guess i will post more when time permits...

shout outs

1st shout out goes to my son and his football team for winning their first game, 2nd shout out goes to my boy Q for coming thru, my manger donta for coming thru, 3rd shout out goes to my co worker tina for letting me get her camcorder to record the first game, 4th i want to shout out everyone that have ever loved someone that didn't love them back, 5th i want to shout out all those people that know someone loves you and is willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy but you $hit on them anyway<<--go team>> 6th i want to shout out all those people that have someon and is trying to figure out why they want to leave you azz but you have done a 180 degree turn.... 7th shout out goes to my whole family for supporting me and to those that didn't thanks for your support and non-support..<<--u bastards-->> 8th shout out goes to baby momma for doing such a good job with my boys, 9th i want to shout out goes to ME for being me and for dealing with all the bull$hit...and 10th i want to shout out the boys for making me understand what love is.. thanks...