"they say that good things come to those who wait, maybe that is why i end up with so much sh!+ because i don't have patience" that is about how i feel at this present time, i remember growing up, my mom was always helping other people when we didn't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of and i use to ask, "why" and she always answered "i will get my blessing in due time" i guess i grew into that same way because i have always tried to do the right thing and even when i did the wrong thing i tried to justify why i did it, but at this time in my life i am asking myself, when will i get those blessing? is my time ever coming? have my time come and past me by? am i asking too much from myself or am i asking too much of others? i know i am blessed everyday my sons wake up and i wake up to see them, but i always wondered why when i was doing so wrong, why did i have so much, but when i try to do right i have nothing? well anyway if you can't tell i am not in the best of moods...but anyway lets get to it... how you doing? how is your family? how is your job, love life, how are your pets? well i hope you can answer good to all those questions because the new year is upon us and i hope that at some time next year i can say good to all of those questions at the same time even if it is just for a day and that would be the best day of my life. i hope everyone had a good christmas or whichever holiday you choose to celebrate. my kids had a good christmas as they always do. i am looking forward to the new year, eventhough i don't have anything planned just yet i think i am going to be going up to D.C. with my brother Q to a party, but i do have to work so i don't know what type of situation that is going to be. well anyway people i got to bouce to go to this crazy job that i have..... anyway to all that read be easy....

shout out

i am going to only shout out a small amount of people that i know that come thru the page and the only reason i know they come thru is because they tag the damn page. big shout out to Bonni B for coming thru showing luv and to Dessa for coming thru showing luv and giving me some advice. i am going to get at you when i get that host because i am feeling your site for real. big shout out goes to the fam and especially the sons.. Mr.Von and Mr. Mon....... 2 all others//// holla back 

 

Hey you. I'm feeling the lighter colors on the page. It's easy on the eyes. As always I appreciate the shoutout. Can't wait to see your site. I know it'll be hot. And I'm loving the avi you have on this post.